The World Continues Turning

i feel so very....alone. obviously, i have people surrounding me, but when it comes to my secrets and my past, i have no one to talk to. i couldnt possibly let anyone know all the stupid things i used to do, but without someone who knows that side of me, i am utterly by myself, except God. But i feel at times that i'm stuck, unmoving in the midst of a busy, ever spinning world, and i alone am still. Its dizzying. lol