A Drop In the Ocean

I feel like many of the things I'm doing right now are just killing time. I am just waiting to be able to leave, to move up to Idaho(for school, obviously) and its now like, the things that I've been working so hard for mean nothing as of the fact they're about to end. And I feel bored. I don't see the point in trying so hard at work, because in a few weeks, it won't matter anymore. And I don't try to build more friendships here, or take the ones i have to a higher level, since I'll be gone in a matter of time. Everything has an expiration date. And I feel like its all going slightly rotten anyway. But I am excited for the prospects of moving away. I'm excited to take classes, and have a new job, live in a new place. I feel like the next era of my life is finally beginning, and its going to be amazing.