He Hears Me

I have spent way too much time in the past few months crying. I cried for me, though. For years and years i couldnt cry unless it was for someone else in pain, and i was silent. I never shared my own thoughts and emotions, locking them up tight. but now? ever since i have pushed myself, moved out on my own, and turned my life around and started giving my heart back to God, i cry. I cry for my own pain, my losses, my transgressions, my shortcomings and the wrongs i have felt. And for a long time, i felt like no one cared, no one knew. And i still feel that no one here on earth would stretch out their hands to comfort me. But ever since i started trying to become closer to the Lord, i dont feel so alone. And today, i ran across a song called "He Hears Me." its an old EFY song, but the lyrics basically go, "he hears me, when i'm crying in the night, he hears me when my soul longs to fight, til the morning will come, and the light of the dawn reassures." And it felt so fitting. He hears me. He knows my every pain, my every downfall, and He loves me. At times when i need someone to just put their arms around me and tell me i'll  be alright, and with no one around, i feel warm and safe, like someone wrapped me in a big soft blanket and the Spirit whispers that i'm going to be okay. Lol, i'm having issues seeing the screen as i write this, bc i'm crying again. this time because i've never felt so grateful for someone i couldnt see.