In my own little corner of the world

College is so different! I mean, I know I was living on my own before, but my experience here in Idaho has already been radically different. I feel everything so deeply. I feel overwhelmed, but excited. Tired but eager. And I feel like my heart is all over the place. Lol.  I feel like everything is swirling around me, but I'm holding onto this little corner of myself. trying to hang onto who i am. I feel like I can't focus, there are so many people around, but i also feel so deeply alone. Like I'm by myself, in a crowded room. I'm drowning. almost. I miss people. The people I care about, that are all far away from me.